The ParasiteCreeping in the dark, clawing at my heart.A parasite in my soul, digging like a mole.Suffocating thoughts, vision filled with dots.Burred alive, burning inside.Longing for death, longing for life,It's finely time, it's you who decide.
Broken TrustYou think you're slick,You think you're sly,But I just caught you in a fucking lie!Yes I know you will say to me,You did it as well,And yes it maybe true,But not only did you lie ,You violated me to.How could you go through my personal things!My private belongings,Those that are dear and apart of me,How dare you rape me in such away!Did you find what you seek?Did it put your mind at ease?Or did it cause for more suspicion and misery?Yet I am not surprised you went that far,Nothing will shock me about you thus far,I live in a prison, with no way out,You are the warden making my life hell,Monitoring my calls and watching whom I write,All you are causing me to do is want to fight!You put on an act of wanting things better,Walking around humble and concerned,Wanting to fix something that is already dead.Then you pull shit like this!You need to wake up and stop acting like a little bitch!How did you think I would feel?Damn you are no better than my ex,Who did the
Heart of SanityThe futile musings of the forever lostare here in the heart of sanity.
My demiseTell me dear.That you want to do it.Or that if I offered you'd like tooMy heart, is twisted.And knows this simple logic of saying no.But within these walls, let's experiment.Nobody can see me each day round.To carry or care.Hours spent, on mindless things.Eyes dead, in this soulless life. Single again, another rounding heartbreak.This heart, hasn't been known for much.These words haven't been shown to the world.
LIKE I KNEW IT WOULD BELIKE I KNEW IT WOULD BEby *DarlingAngel0565I should have known,I should have seen,Nothing ever wonderful can happen for me
Up on a cloud nineFeeling the light,Now I am drowning inside,With no end in sight.Why did I open my heart?That hidden door I unlockedFeeling hope, joy, and anticipationFeelings I thought that were lost.Feeling specialLike for once it may be for meBut alas I am just destined for disappointment,Pain and misery.Tears flow out my eyes at the pain I feel.I still can't believe it's happened againI listened to you and opened upLetting my guard down,Letting these emotions loose.Believing and dreaming like I used toYet in the endIts like I knew it would be,Love and happiness just isn't for me.Now I know,Now I can see,Now I know the truth,That true happiness will never be for me.Only pain and loneliness are my path
The road I walk will be alone,Never ever again shall I open the door.It shall be closed for all from this day forth,Bu